LOOSING HOPE

Im starting to loose hair
But you keep doing this
This shit always feels like you wanna change air
But all i want is a kiss

U said "its not at you to decide"
Maybe ull change ur mind
Cause all i want now is su*cide
And ur just tryin to be kind

Eating isnt on my plans anymore
I cant get your sweet words out of my ears
I just wanna hear "i love you" one time more
And you cutting off all my fears